okay, got back most of the results. its wtf demoralising. what happened to studying very hard. and you feel even worse when ppl that you know that are not doing academically well, are getting similar scores as you or even better. whats worse is that they just started studying only a few days before that paper. and on top of everything, the thing you wont want to hear most but its an actual fact is that results of prelim2 are the actual reflection of your Alevel grades. how cool to get to know that i'll be getting straight 'smiley faces' on my graduation cert in 7months time. okay, maybe i should really think about what one of the teacher said 'getting this kind of results, you're not supposed to fault that the question is too hard but blame yourself on why you cant do it'. and yes totally true that when others can pass and i cant, something is effing wrong. and while others are using this reamining 5weeks to think of ways to get 'A's,
im still at square one worrying if i can even pass.
saman, wake up, you left with 40days.
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